I waffle in between annoyance that Israel gets to sleep in while I wake up before the sun and gratitude because it’s the only time I have alone… except today. I woke up after a solid night of sleep with no interruptions from Leo and not even waking up to pee once. I felt ready to take on the world, so I made a pot of coffee and sat down to write… and then Israel woke up…. and then Leo woke up all before 7am. (I guess that’s what a solid night of sleep does for all of us.) Israel takes over the whole living room and kitchen with youtube yoga so now I’m back in bed writing. It’s not really what I wanted to write about I just think it’s funny how quickly our emotions and circumstances change. I wrote about the darkness a few days ago and today I woke up ready to put on a cape and then was quickly brought back down to earth by the beloved men in my life.
I think I’ll just take this random post to say thank you for reading because while I now have no time nor inspiration for a deeper post, I am deeply grateful for your time and care. You randomly reach out to me by text or email or comments or even likes in response to the things I’m writing about and it makes it all worth it. I set out about a year ago starting this blog exactly for that. I was missing my people and this was at least a small way to keep in touch with anyone interested in staying connected, and it worked. I manifested seeing my friends around the country (some still yet to see) and people that were harder to stay in touch with now reach out updating me on their lives. Curious how my mornings in solitude have made me feel more connected. So thank you. Thank you for taking the other end of the branch in response.
Through the world wide web, I send much love and gratitude and hope for everything you want in life. Namaste.
I have really enjoyed reading these posts, and have even learned a few things. Thank you for being so honest and open, and sharing your thoughts with your lucky readers.